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Hi!
This is 1/5('06) and 2/5('07)'s blog.
All of us are just really good friends and classmates.

Enjoy your stay here,
& If you're a Fiver, jollywell keep this blog alive with posts or tags.

We're just one heck of a class.

22:32, Friday, 11 May 2007

fivers,

im really really sorry for everything that has gone wrong this past whole week. things have gone haywire and i think its all my fault and i dont blame anyone for being mad/pissed/confused/annoyed etc. at all.

i just wanted to say sorry and please let me explain in this post in which dhivyarani, should you delete it, i have a backup copy saved and i will publish it again.

first and foremost, i would like to make it clear that i am not pissed or angry with miss raudha and i have no mad feelings whatsoever about her. as a teacher, i know she was just being caring and nice. but i just did not like the fact that she had to announce it to the whole class about how i was feeling. sure, she was being nice and all-from what ive heard, actually asking you guys to look out and etc. but i just wanted to say that i think what she did was not right even though she was trying to help. thats all. nothing else.

about yesterday's horrible and screwed up blog with horrible posts, i am pissed with that person, whoever you may be. and i do have certain suspicions with some of you in class. be it you MAY be my best/close friend, i will still treat everyone the same way. but let me make this clear, what you did hurt me a lot in every possible way you can imagine.

carina, im sorry that we deleted the posts. i really am. i know a lot of you wanted to know. im really sorry if it has caused you to be angry. as far as i know and truly believe in, should we keep those posts in our blog, and should we find out eventually the anonymous person that posted that horrible post, that anonymous person may have a hard time after that.

i hate it that it was all because of this stupid situation that caused a great spark between myself and this anon(?) person and most probably most of you in class.

and i have to admit that yes, i was depressed. and i happened to post a very loud and screaming post yesterday. (to those whom saw) i do have friends in class, but not one that i tell all my secrets to. not even one secret in fact. but all of us experience this in our teenage years. its a phase we go through.

i really dont want this to cause a "thing" between all of us and i dont want us to break up or be mad at each other and start gossipping and etc. please please please. can we just forget everything that has happened and carry on? please. we have like 6more months left. we may hate people in class now. but in sec3&4? what if we meet people we hate MORE?

i wish to apologise to the whole class for creating a lot of tension/trouble/etc. i hope that we can start afresh and carry on.

-aisyah